22 may 2022
Sometimes I reach a strange, semi-dissociative headspace. It just arrives, and suddenly everything feels distant. It's like some part of me is disconnected from my senses and my emotions. I continue functioning normally. I feel whatever I was feeling, but far away. It will usually pass within a few minutes. I feel it passing now.
I've written about this before. It's not strong, but it's strange. It only happens when I sit alone, usually in front of the computer. I recognize it from a long time ago, my childhood, playing with clay. That's all I know.