16 august 2019
why are we so isolated from our communities? I'm so tired and lonely and it feels and I struggle to not only have the courage to message people, but to even think of who to talk to.
They're all busy with work and school, and it feels like they don't give a shit anymore. My family won't fucking stop saying "strippers" at the end of every setence so I don't really have any reasonable people to talk to anymore. Just my one good friend that I am too afraid to lose. Thank you for spending time with me friend :-) it makes me happy to see your excited little smile as you passionately tell me your stories and your rambles.
i need to find a job i am just a NEET with nothing to do.