24 november 2019
I'm scared of my future, I don't know what I want to do. I'm tired of my uncertainty. For once I want to do something without a second thought. Without worring about unintended consequences that I didn't think of even when I spent a long time on it. I can't even enjoy a video game without spending 10 minutes to Google something because it wasn't detailed enoungh telling me what an item does. I want to have some confidence in myself. I feel that I wouldn't feel so empty if my parents bothered to show me the world. Their disinterest and lack of curiourisity has made me for the worst. I'm scared and nobody wants to help me.