29 december 2018
Happy December 28th yall!
I'm finally climbing back out of the black hole that I've been stuck in for the past few weeks. I'm so happy to be going home soon and to be leaving my family - I wanna be myself again, I wanna have my life back.
As of midnight tonight, I will be only 3 days away from leaving and flying home, and 4 days away from my smol precious fluffy bean of a kitten. 16 days until I see my partner again. I'm just so excited, it's so close.
I also think I've finally figured out what I want to do with my site here! I'm really happy cause I've been struggling for a few months to decide what I want it to look like. Poor Mox has been trying to help me figure it out but I just couldn't come to a conclusion. But now I know!!
I want something soft and lavendar, warm and welcoming. I want to make it a food blog, where I talk about the new recipes I'm making. Cooking has brought a lot of peace and healing to me in the past few months, and I think documenting that here will help me stay committed and continue to reflect on who I am, who I want to be, and what I need to focus on. It will also give me a place to put my recipes with whatever adjustments I've made!
With the end in sight, I'm just trying to hold onto how soon I'll be home. I'm still tired, and drained, and empty, but there's a light at the end of the tunnel for the moment.
I love you all, even though I'm probably just typing into an empty void. But I'm sending all of you love and strength and positive energy as we get closer to the new year.