02 may 2025
I have felt heavy since November. I was despondent after I saw the results of the election. I became nihilistic. I started smoking again. What was the point?
Still I feel heavy. Hope is a distant comfort. Now my depression is being validated. The dumpster fire of a regime has already caused nearly irreparable damage to our standing in the world. Now the true effects are beginning to come into view.
I can still taste old liquour and gasoline...