13 december 2018
i'm working on a new database called rhodes. it's for work and school, but now it's primarily work as school is done. school is fun, but im worried that somehow im not actually a good student and that i need to understandt the material better than anyone else. this sort of drive also puts me at odds with people irl and also people at work. perhaps if i find a place where i can medidate on myself as a person without caring about spelling things well or writing well at all, maybe there i can find the peace to be honest and admit things like that outloud.
here goes nothing
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