13 september 2025
I uninstalled Boo, the friend finding app that I was using. I advised everyone I was talking to that I would do so, not to see who follows me on the alternative contact methods I provided, but because I know I hate being ghosted and I wouldn't want to do the same to anyone else. Not even a stranger. That being said, I found out there's a web app that I can access without having the app installed, meaning no more terrible dopamine sapping notifications from said app, and no more compulsive opening (the barrier to access the app is now higher.)
That being said: driving today was very very fun! Tomorrow's the last day of driving school, and that means I drive at night. >:) I'm scared but also excited! And then the week after that, I'm gonna ask my aunt if she'll let me drive for chores/groceries. Maybe my cousin too, honestly. The more practice I can get before taking my test, the better.
Today I was feeling down, but I decided to drop my phone and pick up a book instead; this worked instantly to fill the void in my heart and keep my thoughts in a line. Every time I pick up a book I wonder "Why don't I do this more often?" and then... don't do it more often. I loooove reading.
---- September 13th, 2025 ----
hmmm today I will play visual novels again (clueless)
I bet I'll become a sobbing mess, but that's probably a good thing. A healthy redirection of emotions. I'll find out when I get around to it. First I have to work. I didn't meet my friend downtown, but that's fine. More time to spend on my projects and work >:)