19 september 2025
Happy Friday! I'm gonna spend today on work, making some food, going out for a walk, and learning how to dance in a way that's comfortable for me. Last night I watched a video about the hardstyle shuffle, and I think I can learn how to do that. I have terrible body coordination and dancing always makes me feel like an idiot, unless I'm under the influence of enough substances that I don't pay attention to what I'm doing at all.
With that said, I will also get back to my tilde30 project, which is to fix up the spectrum analyzer and get it mainlined into OpenRTX.
Hello, I tried dancing a little bit and I made some progress. Not a lot! But I'll keep trying. I'm starting from scratch and practice makes perfect. I was triggered and irritated by someone nitpicking my words, until I realized that I know what I meant and that I don't owe anyone an explanation; I backed off and took a break from chatting with them, and when I came back they had already said "ok, I understand what you meant now, I'm sorry for overreacting." I gotta learn to step away.
I talked (am still talking) to one of my friends on the phone. His name is Alex and we've been friends off IRC for... 10+ years? I reckon 12 or 13. Insane. I'm glad that I have people who still remember me and still think of me. <3 It's been nice to catch up, listen to each other's stories, and overall get my mind off of the usual stuff.