21 september 2025
I spent all night tossing and turning, conflicted about a bunch of shit. Whether to swallow my pride and text my ex and say we need to talk, so I can tell her to learn how to behave or get out of my life, or to maintain my ego but torture myself for longer.
I saw a cardinal in the yard this morning, just now in fact. I like cardinals, and I also like bluejays. We don't have either in Macedonia. Very colorful birbs.
“If you look at what you have in life, you’ll always have more. If you look at what you don’t have in life, you’ll never have enough.”
~ Oprah Winfrey