30 september 2025
I slept pretty well and I think I'm on the tail end of the stupid depressive episode. I'm gonna try not to give myself another one.
Work is nice and light so far, but I am still mood-swingy. I'm gonna look into therapy at least, but also some further driving lessons so I can go get my license already. Thankfully it'll be a while before I am required to drive places for work, so I have some time. I'm still plagued with memories of situations past, but I've gotten a lot better at respecting myself and my own peace. Journaling helps immensely, and so does rereading past journal entries.
3:30pm and work is going well :) working on some tickets and otherwise engaged. A little off attention-wise, but that's alright. I intend on napping/reading/going for a walk after work. I had some nice cabbage wraps for lunch. I'm glad I'm able to eat properly instead of not having an appetite because of worry and stress and jealousy.
At some point I might go get nail polish and paint my nails. My shopping list is: tea, milk and... fuck, I forgot the last thing. I'll remember though.
