3 october 2025
Today's getting off to a great start! I'm so excited for the concert tonight :D I'm absolutely glad that I can be excited about stuff that matters to me.
Work is going quite well, and I had some burek with my aunt and my cousin. Not to jinx it, but this Friday is shaping up to be good <3
I am still bothered by the same old stuff, but I feel like now I am affording myself the grace to grow while acknowledging I was in a relationship with this person and now I'm not; I owed them respect and paid my respect, but they did not. There is no reason for me to uphold any contract which has not been upheld towards me.
I hope I make cool and cute new friends at the concert :))))
I had a 30-minute chat with the head of support (tech support, not emotional support) about my emotional state and self-development. It was nice. I did say at some point "Another person who has the traits that my ex did, the colored hair, the glasses, the silly jokes, will come into my life in no time", but felt weird immediately after because I was describing one of our coworkers. That coworker checks all of those boxes, and I hope he didn't think I was insinuating that I'd go hit on my coworkers, especially in the second week of work. I think I've talked about this coworker before, specifically saying that they seemed to spark something in me about "being cool" but nothing romantic. Heh.