17 october 2025
Oh my goodness, I didn't feels today! I mean I did, but it thinks that was yesterday. I think.
I'm so excited to be flying out today!!! And also my friends are super nice to me <3 however, I think I might have to let someone know that they are in fact expecting a lot of romantic involvement from me. Which I would be happy to provide, but I must stick to my plan of ensuring that I will not fuck anyone up, least of all myself. So I need to have a mature discussion with them about my expectations and theirs, and make sure no one's led on or heartbroken. Better now than later.
To clarify: I would be happy to provide the affection, so long as they don't think we will end up in a long-term relationship, and so long as it does not get in the way of our primary function as friends. To the careful readers of the IRC chat: no, this is not the person I smooched last night. :P