23 october 2025
Birfday feels, yaay!!!!
My life has been kinda bizarre as of late. I feel like it's not very stable, and that even though I am receiving the validation that I want, I cannot shake the feeling that I'm falling back into a trap of some sort. But I'll enjoy it while it lasts and stop giving a shit if it doesn't. I'll practice detachment and letting people do what people would do.
I think I'm in a pretty stable state in terms of employment and my general wellbeing, though.
My ex texted me to wish me a happy birthday; I don't know how to feel about that. I'll reply and say thanks, I guess. We'll see what happens.