3 december 2025
It is a reasonably lull period at work, so I feel like I can braindump once again. Unfortunately, or maybe rather fortunately, there is not much on my brain to dump about. That being said, however, I am still going to do my best to not stop typing. Tonight I am going out with my friend, and when I get back, I will help my cousin with some job applications. This is the one application of LLMs that I can justify, as they will toss 50% of the fucking resumes anyway. It's tough shit, and I am lucky to be employed in this economy and environment. At least she has gotten US Citizenship, which means she's no longer worried about being deported or otherwise harmed. So, there's that benefit. I'll see what recommendations I can give her, but I don't think we would do much for super long.
When I go out with my friend, I will make a conscious effort to not tie my vibe to theirs and/or worry about every tiny thing. I need to strengthen my self-reliance and get out of my own head, and realize that if I am still alive, breathing and thriving, there is absolutely no loss or surprise which can shake me. This is something that I can, and should, work on further.
I would like to make some trips again sometime soon. I will have to take some time off work to do so, and coordinate transport to/from the airport. Or, maybe I can just use my car which I will hopefully soon get -- it isn't much, but it is driveable and it will unlock the full potential of American life for me, I suppose. In ways that I never previously thought about or imagined. Weird how one needs a car to do anything around here...