5 december 2025
Lull at work, means feelsing time.
This morning I woke up and I saw that my friend had posted an Instagram story tagging me. I replied saying that I really appreciated it, and liked the story mention in my DMs. She got mad that I didn't like the story itself and said she would never tag me in a story again. Even though I apologized about the misunderstanding (I don't use Instagram), I am proud of myself for also saying that I am upset by her habit of making accusations before I've even had a chance to explain what's going on in reality. I asked her nicely to stop doing it. She apologized and said she wouldn't do it anymore. I reassured her that I appreciate her presence and our friendship, and I don't want her to feel like I ever don't, but I cannot be responsible for her lobbing ninety guilt trips at me which are untrue before I've even woken up fully.
I have begun to feel exhausted at around 3:30pm for two days in a row now. I wonder why. I wonder if it has anything to do with sleep quality, food quality and quantity, and/or hydration. Perhaps it's caffeine withdrawal, although I'm less inclined to believe that. I think it's just the weather. I might take a nap after work, or get back to my radio projects. Maybe I'll do some game development for my other job, it's anyone's guess. I am definitely looking forward to a shower though, I feel like I'm stinky. I'm not, but it's the feeling that gets me.