23 january 2017
I've always had issues recording my thoughts anywhere.
Like, ever since I was young I would start a journal but promptly destroy it after two or three entries.
There was/is this constant fear that whatever I wrote would come back to haunt me. A strange kind of paranoia over nothing.
It's been hard piecing together written thoughts over time because of this habit, but I'm trying to stop thinking about writing and just making sure I write something down in the same place, suppressing the urge to delete it all and start over.
I guess there's a certain luxury in being able to 'clean slate' every so often, or maybe it's a fear of commitment, who knows?