19 december 2017
current mood: aggravated/tired/anxious
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just going to wait until it's a "good" time to break up and never do it. I keep imagining myself 3-4 years from now, looking back and thinking 'why didn't I do it then? I'll do it after x".
Ugh. I hate to sounds like every millenial stereotype ever, but being an adult is hard and I understand why adults are so grumpy all the time.
Unrelated: I've started reading Infinite Jest and it's much better now than it was when I was trying to read it at 17-18. Still dense as fuck though (the book, not me).