22 march 2021
The passage of time can be so frustrating sometimes: It often feels as though any time spent at home is gone in an instant, whereas any time spent at work goes by at half speed or something. I realize that this is probably normal, but it's super frustrating all the same.
In some ways, I definitely feel like a good chunk of my life has already passed me by, but on the other hand, I'm not even 30 yet. I dunno I guess I just don't feel like I've managed to get anything of value done in my time here.
Sure, I finished highschool and college, but I don't really feel like those mattered at all. I may have been a mid-level software developer, but here I am working a cashier job in a hole-in-the-wall gas station now instead cause the dev work was too stressful for my anxious ass.