26 march 2021
I desperately need to work on my bad habits.
I tend to spend too many of my days off just lying in bed feeling sorry for myself instead of actually doing anything.
Now, I'm not saying I can't rest, but I tend to just lie there and yell at myself internally until I feel too crummy to actually get out of bed. It's a vicious cycle.
I have an RPG project I wanna work on. I've got some ideas for class + skill progression, but I dunno if I want it to be an auto-battler style idle game, or a roguelike/lite. I say lite because if I do go that route, it would probably have permadeath off by default.
I think I'm gonna start keeping a list of the POSITIVE things I get done each day. Positive is probably the wrong word, but... the little things I get done that aren't actively harmful to my mental health. It's always so easy to just say I got nothing done in a given day, when that's simply not true.
God Windows 10 is such a chore to use. It fights me at every step of everything I want to do. Literally the only reasons I keep it around are ZeroRanger and Phantasy Star Online. For whatever reason, I just cannot get those two specific games running properly with WINE + Linux.