~onyva@TTBP



20 september 2017

hey, it's 6pm right now

if you're still listening please talk to me

https://www.rabb.it/dftm5555

i'll be there today at 10


my mind is thinking terrible things. please tell me you're ok. please tell me you're ok


im waiting for your next feels entry. one that says you're feeling better. when i saw your tilde gone, i thought you'd stop writing here. please talk to me. I'm worried about you. Andrea, I'm worried


i know that you love me.

i love you too.

this whole day felt so empty without you

my mind was going "if only...", "if only....", "if only..."

if only i could somehow make enough money

to sustain you

so we could both run away

if only i could make this easier on you

if only i could sit next you, and quietly hug you so you stop crying

i dont dare to listen to music

everything somehow relates back to you

i dont want to break down crying at work

or ever

there's been enough tears
i love you so much please don't die
please don't die

i can't see myself living with that much guilt