24 april 2019
I love you
with every piece of my soul
it's been too long already
I can't sleep
there's not been rest since then
I'm ready to change for you
I think it's kind of funny
The longer it's been since it happened,
the more I think about how we would've lived together
if you decided to move out.
when baby hens hatch, they seek out for their mom
the way it's supposed to work is
-they hatch
-the first bird they see must be their mom
-ovbiously
-and they instantly become attached to that bird and trust it with their lives
but sometimes, mom hen has to step outside for a second, and another hen looks after the eggs
could be dad hen, could be any other bird
point is, this is NOT THE RIGHT bird
and the hens hatch and see that bird
it's done. this is now their protector, their guide, their everything
actual mom hen can walk to them and they wouldn't care about her
I don't so much feel, but I know I might not have been the right one
and this was definitely not the right time
but there was something about us that I had to say
I gazed into your eyes for the first time, and I fell in
I don't know if I'll have another shot with a different set of eyes
im rotting