13 april 2022

I think my brain is broken. Sometimes I struggle to understand what's happening around me, even when there is clearly nothing happening around me. I'm used to not understanding my thoughts or other people's words and actions. But today something is different. The hospital wanted to keep me there for survaillance but I went home anyway. I don't think I'm in any danger. I just have to get used to things being different. When people told me last year that I had a burnout, it was similar. Everything seemed different but not at the same time. But either I got used to it or it slowly changed back. I still don't know if I even want to go back to work when nothing changes.

Alcohol: none

Nicotine: heavy vaping, 0.3 mg/ml