25 july 2022
Since my GP doesn't think all my symptoms of stress justify a time off work while also looking for other causes, I started to look for a new doctor. But everbody already has enough patients and I'm too honest to lie about already having a doctor in the area. So nobody will see me. Maybe if I'll go to a doctor whom I'll have to pay myself I'll get better help. But it's not like I have too much money. If I did, I'd just not go to work and see how long I can stay away unpayed before they (threaten to) fire me. I've decided to work as much as I can this week. I'll probably go to work late today. But I don't know if I can last till Friday. I really should look for a different job also. There's so much I should do but don't have to time and/or energy to do. At least I started writing here again every other day.
Health points overall status estimation: -
Alcohol so far: none
Nicotine: vaping, 0.1 mg/ml