11 december 2022
I don't like that I've become someone who perceives new things as uncomfortable before knowing anything about them. I've heard before that new things scare old people. I wouldn't say I'm scared of new things (But how would I know?) but I don't like to get used to new things and I really dislike being forced to use new things. Maybe I'm sometimes a bit scared of being forced to get used to new ways of doing things. I don't want to have to install a closed source app on my phone for a single purpose when it's been possibel to do the same thing without an app before. Maybe that's not new. But I do notice that I feel a little repelled by new things that I'd expect myself to love to try out. It's just getting all too much.
Overall health status estimation: --
Alcohol so far: none
Nicotine: vaping, 0 mg/ml