~steeph@TTBP



29 may 2023

I failed.

I didn't just not work out yesterday. I did nothing but sleep, drink beer and eat unhealthy food. On top of that, I didn't even leave the house once or work out for a second. Neither did I anything to maintain the last bit of cleanliness in my house. Nothing good came from yesterday.

And so I'm still a lazi piece of shit with no goals, skills and worthyness. My body is digusting, my physical health alarming, my mental health declining. I hate. Pretty much everything about myself. My fatty boobs. They shouldn't even exist. My… oh what use is there in continuing this hate lsit? Only going to make it worse. I'll get drunk again instead.