5 october 2025
I had a bizarre dream that woke me up at 2:30am. Details about the dream can be found here.
Local system access: cat ~tunas/public_html/dream_20251004_gZemAKeLr.txt
BE WARNED: sexually explicit, makes no sense, does not represent who I am.
This dream revealed to me that my mental state hasn't fully healed yet, and that I am not entirely over my ex. But that's ok. Dreams are dreams and can't hurt me. And unless the dream meant "go have sex with some people, but the person has to be a trans woman in particular for some reason", which is entirely unlikely and ridiculous as I am not a chaser, I don't think it had a meaning, either.
I hope tomorrow is a good day. I will do everything in my power to make it so. For starters, I will try to get as much rest as I can and need.
I made lunch, and now I'm gonna focus on stuff I like doing and not on people who do not matter. I had a very interesting discussion on many topics over on IRC. I'm excited for town con!