11 april 2017
Booked a date for the next Sleepwalker, and the show is feeling so much more meaningful. I am letting myself be as excited for this as I want to be, which is a lot. And hopefully all the excitement I am feeling from the cohosts and performers and venue owners will translate to actual audiences too right now it is just a beautiful, unknown but beloved thing.
A friend of mine will be touring Montreal in May, and I realized that I could book a business trip to HQ (in montreal) on the same days for valid reasons. so today I got approval to be in montreal on the same days my friend is touring. It feels so interneational and magic. I can't make his show here in the city at the end of the month, but i will cross borders to see him play next month.
It was my birthday on Monday and the weekend was soooo fantastic. I am v. thankful for Juniper, and the incredible days she gives me. I think i've decided on Juniper as my partner's nickname here in tilde. I don't know why I like to keep some things secret, but her real name will be secret and Juniper sounds nice.
I was up way too late doing a seance for an author I love but find to be too sad and now I am properly skeeeeezed out. I don't know why I need to be such a delicate dandy who can't read a sad book without holding a seance to tell the author I appreciate him, but that is who I am. and now I am reading through tilde's mastodon node, super sleepy, but unable to quit because the idea of sleeping in the dark right now scares me. I am dumb.
At the same time, I am a fan of all the activities in all the above paragraphs. I enjoy my life, though I don't really understand it.